My Scribbling Pad

I have been dormant for more than one month.I can’t give the usual exculpation “I have written a lot but I don’t feel like publishing it because it will just waste reader’s time”

I have managed to find a new alibi  ”As writers become more numerous it is natural for readers to become more indolent” 

This is true in my case.I have been reading a lot of blogs now a days.When I get a  good topic, first I will do a google search to make sure it is not in internet.Unfortunately (or fortunately ) there will be more than 578,000,000 search results.When I go through some of the results I feel there is nothing I can contribute on that topic and I will drop the idea.

Last day when my friend asked about this dormancy, I decided to write something.

Anyway, updates from my side :

1. I have been doing a research on “Why in India, a lot of good ideas turn futile ?”.I will come up with the result soon.(Some startling news!!)

2.I may soon become a teacher.Transformation from a software engineer to a teacher is unexplainable.When I stepped into corporate world, the most difficult thing for me was to call old people by their name because I have always addressed elders by chetta or chechi.Now that part is over.My first phase as a teacher is going on.For the last two days people have been calling me “teacher”!! (Including the old principal of the institution).I haven’t over come the embarassment when they call me “teacher-aeeee….” .Reading my mind, today one teacher called me “mole..”. Anyway, I am enjoying this new role.

3.I saw malayalam movie ”Passenger” .It has a good theme to convey.(Film actress Bhavana and Remya Nambisan were sitting behind me in the theatre.They are more beautiful than we see in movies .The thing which flabbergasted me was when I was struggling to take my eyes off them, my bro, just after a look, took his eyes and didn’t look them again!!)

4.I dropped the idea of taking P.G in journalism because it needs more determination and hardwork which I don’t have.Now another passion is in my mind which I haven’t revealed to anyone and I am not planning to unveil it now.

5.My mind is saying that something wrong is going to happen to my friend and I am sad that I am not able to do anything.I hate helplessness but I am helpless.

6.An important thing in my (my friend’s ) life  is going to happen.I will disclose it very soon.

7.After one month of severe exercise(which includes jogging at 5 AM) and dieting, I have managed to lose my weight by -2 kgs.(Don’t miss that negative sign).I was dumbstruck when I checked my weight two days before.I miss my exercise gurus.

8.I have helped my friends to take crucial decisions in their life, but I am not able to help myself.I have to overcome this weakness before it is too late.

Thats all from my part.I will be back soon..

Love,

Asha